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--委屈

--无奈

--泪。。。

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>This is life...

Lonely soccer ball
A soccer ball on a green field full of fallen golden ginko leaves and a row of tree beside it.

Can you imagine such a picture?




It's beautiful. Really. A single soccerball in a sea of gold. Minute compared to the tree beside it. Ginko leaves are really pretty! It is really hard to explain how beautiful it is. The loneliness in that picture just attracts me.

That is what I saw on my way to my class. I stopped and looked at it. How can no one notice such beauty? Unfortunately, I did not take a photo of it. It is embedded in my mind, how I wished I had taken that photo there and then of that lonely soccer ball.

I wished I had the ability to draw what it looked like... I might try someday. Just a scribble below, the beauty is so gone after I scribbled.

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この感じ。。。
寂しいサッカーボールですね。。。
Another Dream
This time, I SAW ARASHI!!!!!! My father was parking the car to go to a small store and then RIGHT BESIDE THE CAR, SHO APPEARED!!!! Sho was dressed in a simple white long sleeve formal shirt and black pants. I got ready my camera and was thinking how to SECRETLY take photos of him.

Throughout the whole dream I was figuring out how I should secretly take photos of them OR whether I should just ask them for a photo. I also DESPERATELY wanted to shake Nino's hands!! >_< When I thought of the possibilities of asking them for a photo, their faces came up like close-up shots from magazines!!! So pretty!!!!!

Wow... perhaps I should have a post specially for dreams... Dreams are so fun!
Hilarious dream!!
I met Leonardo Di Caprio in my dream. Now that's not the hilarious, crazy part. He was chasing me, not the "Catch me if you can" chasing, but the "I like you" chasing. I'M NOT EVEN INTO LEONARDO DI CAPRIO!!! Why did he come into my dreams?!?! Why not NINO?!!?! However, it was sweet though like we were in a maze and he kept trying to find me even though I kept moving.

OK, another weird part of the dream, SAMMY APPEARED!!!!! We had to travel to somewhere by car, and Leonardo Di Caprio sat in another car but in my car, Sammy was sitting beside me!!!! Don't remember what he said though. Just a minor character in my dream. Haha

Next weird part of the dream, disaster strikes. Chocolate was pouring from a leak in the Earth and polluting the water systems. A black guy found the leak and was trying to fix it but failed, instead he just pulled a log that would topple the mountain onto the leak. He failed miserably and chocolate poured and flooded the place I was at (It might be Australia...). Then we could only hope that the chocolate did not kill all the fishes and insects.

I don't know what the link is between the first part of the dream and the second part of the dream because Leonardo Di Caprio disapeared XD Wow, it is so interesting to remember dreams especially when they are out of this world!!
木村拓哉 Kimura Takuya
These few days I have been very bored, lacking videos to watch from either Arashi or Kinki Kids so I went to another Johnny's group, SMAP, to look for things to watch. In just a mere three days, I have watched three Kimura's drama series, "Pride","Good Luck" and "Gift".

I can sort of understand why he has been number 1 for many of the questionnaires which celebrity they like most. I don't think it is only his looks, I don't think it is only his attitude, I don't think it is only his humour, nor is it only because of Johnny's Agency. After watching so many of his dramas, there's something about the character he plays as, or perhaps it's better to say it is his acting or a combination of both that makes his drama series very... comfortable to watch.

Perhaps the characters are portraits of the "perfect" man. One of the reasons my mom doesn't like me reading manga or watching drama series because "those situations don't happen in real life." "Perfect" in the sense that he is always the character that gives inspiration and "good" to others, not that those characters that he plays doesn't have flaws... Maybe it's just me... maybe I just like those kind of characters...

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In "プライドPRIDE", 里中ハル (Haru) has an inside and an outside...(hard to explain...) Ok, he has an inside that he doesn't allow others to see, but we as the audience get to understand more about his outside actions through his best friend who knows more about his inside just because they have been friends for a longer time and know things that has happened around him. I like these kinds of characters, someone with a deeper reason to do or not to do something. BTW he is an ice hockey player, for someone who likes to read shounen sports manga, this is a plus. Also, they did not do any SUPER IMPOSSIBLE stunts that looked ridiculous, most of the time the audience sees the feet and the puck so it was OK. If anyone tried to do real life SLAM DUNK, and Sakuragi's stunts I would try to AVOID it.

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In "Good Luck", 新海元 is a co-pilot and this is the typical hot-headed "youngster" (he's supposed to be 29) with the passion and enthusiasm in the world for the azure sky. Of course, in contrast, there's always someone who is like a block-head who loves the rules and forgot what it is like to be young and to love flying again. These kind of characters always inspire... And he had a cute personality especially towards the girl that he likes.

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この写真はほんとに大好き!この色は綺麗です!

In "ギフト (Gift)", 由紀夫 is a guy who lost his memory. The woman that found him gave him a job of sending packages to clients. When I first saw the preview, I look at his tied up long hair and I was like, "No way am I watching that." Then I got bored so I watched it anyways. The first episode intrigued him, mostly because being the sadist me... 由紀夫 was found all beaten up in a cupboard naked and he dropped out onto the floor, he lost his memory AND everytime he remembers something he has a painful expression (was waiting for him to faint... I KNEW that the scriptwriter will FINALLY let him faint.) What more could a sadist me ask for XD Anyways, he had a dark past that he didn't want to see. Just like "Pride", love those characters with a deep inside, whether it is the past or personality.

Of course, I have watched others... the acting, the characters really appeal to me. No wonder so many like him!